Hey Jeff Im Ashley Ive had to wear diapers to bed every night all my life. I know what your going through. When I was younger I hated the fact that I was still in diapers at my age. I even went through a phase where I refused to wear them. I eventually decided that the diapers were the lesser of 2 evils. I know the idea of someone your age putting on a diaper is horrible but they really are a good way to cope with your wetting. Wearing a diaper to bed does not make you any less grown up than your non wetting friends. Your bedwetting is a medical condition and the diaper is nothing more than the treatment. Take it from someone who went from diapers to a soaked bed and back waking up in the morning and tossing a wet diaper in the pail feels much better than striping your sheets every morning. Ash