hey wearing diapers is not that bad i wear them 24-7 now and i'd rather have a wet diaper than a wet pair of pants or shoes you might not want to wear them but hey a little embarrassment from wearing them is beter than a big embarrassment from wetting n yourself. you can hide the diapers you cannot hide the wetness. do not be embarrassed it happens to us all. just keep positive thoughts and everything will be ok.