Don't be so ashamed. You are not a baby, just because of a bladder problem. I am 18 and I still wear disposable diapers at night. Its nothing to be ashamed of. When it is only at night, no one outside of your family could ever find out. If anyone did find out, Im sure they would be supportive. Siblings probablly will mock you because thats just what they do, luckily your mom does stop them so that is good. Plenty of older people wear diapers, so it does not make you a baby at all. (by the way contrary to what the others said, I would still stick with disposables; they are much better than cloth) If you want to talk email me sometime- nelly217@yahoo.com