Jazmin, From your message it sounds like you have a bedwetting problem and you only tried a pull-up diaper once at your friend's house. Yes, you should try it again, it's not to keep your problem a secret but to keep from wetting your friend's bed. If you know you are likely to wet the bed at someone else's house it is your responsibility to do what you can to prevent it. If whatever you used last time worked, then try the same thing again. You might consider wearing them to bed at home too if you wet fairly often. Wearing diapers should not make you feel like a baby, lots of kids and even adults wear them because they need them. It's not a big deal, just do what you need to do to take care of your problem.