This problem should never keep you from doing things you want to do. Maybe talk to your parents and get some "diapers" to keep other prople from finding out. Or, if you are sure they are your very good friends, tell them about, if they are good friends, they will be cool about it. I did that when I was 13 and they were cool so i didnt care if they knew i was wearing a diaper. DOnt miss out! (youll outgrow it just like i will)