Yes,they do make diapers your size.Try www.dpj.com.I have the same problem.Everyday I go to school and get made fun of.Everyday ill be sitting in my set and pee will be going down my leg.I cant hold it at all.Our bathroom is 5 steps away and I wet even if i'm 1 step away.I hate being made fun of,and my super absorbent diapers are as obvious as dog crap on the sidewalk, but I know as long as I keep trying everything will be alright.Sorry your stuck in this viciss.Best of luck,and keep trying.