Why don't you continue with huggies pull ups, you would be more independant and you would feel less babyish. Otherwise if you have any wetting or pooping problem, pull ups for toddler are able to keep you dry and self esteem unlike goodnites do especially for pooping. I am sure that they fit you again, take extra-large training pants bag. Don't be worry with diapers, baby diapers or teen diaper, you will grow out of this one day. You aren't the only one who must deal with these problems, look around of you and in this forum . Hang on.