Don't freak out too much it might be nothing, but you should tell your parents, and go see a doctor but i can see why you would be embarrssed. You can buy goodnighties almost any where and the ex large should fit you. Don't be embarrssed about your problem it took me a while to tell my parents and its a lot more embarrssing when they find your diapers and ask you about them. Plus it get expencive on your own buying diapers all the time. So i sugest you tell one of your parents in a note or e-mail might be eaiser than face to face! they well understnad better than you think they well, if you ever need some one to chat with about this, or just to talk to feel free to e-mail me at mrmusichottie@aol.com Later man, Dave