Reply from stan, Age 50+ - 12/4/02 - IP#: 209.240.198.xxx   adultbb-c823

To Kevin and John: My very first exposure to this internet jungle was ten days ago and I am verrry slowly learning how to navigate.Hopefully will be able to "chat" soon.In the meantime;----in spite of my lifelong history of being diapered,I still suffer emotionally and psychologically every time I have to change or otherwise be made aware of my need.Was diapered 24/7 until I was about fourteen,family treated me as a baby until 10, was not allowed to take care of my needs by myself until shortly thereafter, mother acted out of innocent ignorance,was enrolled in Catholic schools because public schools wouldn't have me,sympathetic teacher (priest) took me under his wing and protected me from family abuse, torment from other kids, prepared me and inspite of parental objections sent me to college after graduating high school.Am eternally grateful to him, but still cry and full of hate for the way I was raised. Later --- stan